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i just lost my son on 02/12/2008 and i am scared becuase i just don't know how to grieve for him i was 18 weeks along in my pregancy and i thought it was all going good well i woke up spottin and called the doc he said to come in so i did he said i had an infection to go home and bedrest he would see me in a week so i did well at 3;15 that morning i woke up to bleeding heavy and told my husband we need to go to hospitial well before we could go i have the baby in the bathroom at home when i got to the hospitial they told my husband to get a lawyer becuase it was medical neglect i was bleeding to death and they couldn't stop it well they said that my baby could of been saved if the doctor would of put me in the hospitail and stich my cervix i don't know how to grieve over my son becuase i am so angry about what happen please help me to how i grive over my baby and be angry at the same time