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I have similar feelings with a coworker of mine. I had my first m/c in Feb of 2005. Initially, I was angry at my niece. She was a year old at the time and I was just mad at her for bringing joy and happiness to the family, since my pregnancy loss had brought on so much pain. But I was able to work though the emotions and, or course, love my little niece. Recently at work, a close coworker of mine announced that she was pregnant. She was 6 weeks along and I asked if she was worried about telling too many people in the event of a miscarriage. She said she had some doubts, but was really happy to share the news with everyone. On Thanksgiving, I learned that I was also pregnant and we were exactly 7 days apart. We started talking about symptoms and laughing about the silly little fights we started with our husbands. I told most of the office staff about my pregnancy, because I was excited and we were both looking forward to going through this together. Just last week I found out I am having another miscarriage and am really struggling with this issue at work. I had to call my coworker and tell her that I am still happy for her, but I probably won't be too excited to hear about her feelings and symptoms. I don't want to ruin this pregnancy for her, but truthfully I am very resentful. I don't want to have these feelings, but again I am jealous that she is going through so much excitement while I am struggling.