Hello everyone,I lost my baby sept.7 at 23 weeks,it was a baby boy.a baby boy named Dominic.This is my second loss.I lost my first baby june 2004 at 10 weeks.Dominic was to be born jan.8. I remember when I found out I was pregant with him we were so happy since we were trying for a while and I remember thinking january is so far away,well it's almost here and came quicker than expected. I,m so nervous about how I am going to react around due date time.I am alittle nervous about xmas cause I know its going to be a tear fest but you know what its ok.I learned its ok to cry know matter where i am.I think I'm just fearing that ultimate break down.I just think I need reassurance knowing my feelings are ok even though i know its ok.as you can see I'm very comfused about what I'm feeling cause my words aren't making sense well anyways thanks for letting me ramble.
