I've tried going on with life, but I'm turning to help now because I can't. Little things are always in my face about it. For example, my husband and I just got back from a Christmas party and two women were pregnant there. They both were 4 wks behing where I would be. I am so tired of feeling alone. It's been so hard because my job as a hairstylist is so demanding, and my clients have tried to be so supportive of me, but they just act like now that it has been some time, everything is okay. I'm still hurting. I definietly go through the 5 steps of grieving A LOT! I'm just so down tonight. I am a mom to a 2 1/2 year old also. I'm really busy with life. I love him so much, but sometimes I feel like I'm checked out mentally in life because of so much stress. I'm totally venting right now because I'm hoping this is a safe place with you all, knowing what I'm going through.
